Schadenfraulines

Saturday, September 29, 2007

white papers


    Comes this hush

      lays me down

        coiled breath

          wets his eyes

            lashes weighted low

              unblinking crystals.

                The crunch of his press

                deceives.

                  No trace of heavy feet

                    can I find.

                    Friday, September 22, 2006

                    postpartum depression



                        after


                            un

                                  coit

                                us

                                  she crawls inside
                                  the well of his navel

                                  nesting on soft lint
                                  and graying hair
                                  translucent in the absence of light

                                  she sucks her thumb still
                                  at twenty-six
                                  a fixation he appreciates

                                  just moments ago
                                  her toes flooded with hard satisfaction
                                  but now,


                                      now


                                          bony knees greet her chin
                                          to pray their discontent

                                          that happy-feel-good "thang" gone
                                          lost in the cave of dark sheets

                                          she mulls her rage like wine
                                          kicks her heels hard
                                          against the belly of sleep

                                          a faint prick only
                                          felt, his thin eyes blind
                                          to her porcelain rot

                                          not even knowing that
                                          his tangled kiss
                                          was her rescue

                                          Monday, September 04, 2006

                                          Two Elements


                                            The sweet-n-soured Prince said
                                            before good night,

                                            "Taint everything.
                                            't ain't every thing.

                                            Love evolves,
                                            dissolves the cake in the rain.

                                            The gold ring
                                            slips off frailty,

                                            chokes
                                            fattened calves."

                                            She's warned:
                                            goldfingers rig the gun's trigger

                                            a 9mm snout
                                            locked-and-loaded

                                            the measure of gold-plated love
                                            equals the weight of empty chambers

                                            amorous ammo makes stardust splatter
                                            and somewhere,

                                            Morgana criss-crossed alchemies
                                            draining purity

                                            a dirty distillate only
                                            remains of the Dane.

                                              Sunday, August 27, 2006

                                              simmer


                                                these poets' elixirs

                                                undo my lips

                                                ambered words

                                                simmer slowly

                                                in velvet arms


                                                For Ô¿Ô, Ozymandiaz and C.S. Perez. Three poets from the three corners: East, West, and and what remains. Offering delectable ink for the wet anthology.

                                                Don't be fooled though. These poets aren't confined to the planes of eros.

                                                As Ozymandiaz demonstrates. His beautifully wrought lyric sounds off this week's Ringing of the Bards X. Weaving in the works of others to unravel the heart of a poet, he just may reveal your own weak seams.



                                                Sunday, August 20, 2006

                                                repast (revised)


                                                  they fed each other spoonfuls of mangoes
                                                  the morning after
                                                  carving crescents of yelloworange
                                                  with yawning hands

                                                  pushing the plate aside
                                                  licking the spoon's belly

                                                  she is still hungry for the hush in his eyes
                                                  that blankets the small bombs targeting her sun

                                                  she hordes her words and the silence swells
                                                  encroaching on a tabletop neatly set for two
                                                  stealing the soft cotton in her voice
                                                  that spun him roundround when they first met
                                                  (she hasn't spoken in days)

                                                  he watched the brown melt out of her eyes
                                                  and darken her skin

                                                  the fruit perspires between them
                                                  her spoon idle
                                                  despite wanting to gorge on the promise
                                                  of tomorrow

                                                  but that would make her fat

                                                  so she sits
                                                  envying the roomy hips
                                                  of the one remaining mango

                                                  Wednesday, August 16, 2006

                                                  Chateau Marmont Bungalowed


                                                    When I away to Marmont went
                                                    L.A. L.A. L.A.
                                                    I flagged a stallioned chariot
                                                    to carry me there where Sunset sits.

                                                    Draw bridge down across I crossed
                                                    L.A. L.A. L.A.
                                                    Ushered in by phantom men where
                                                    stilettoed feet meet lowered hems.

                                                    Wood lobbied chairs in deep I sank
                                                    L.A. L.A. L.A.
                                                    And drank soft ice in leaded glass
                                                    tongue sifting slow the cut of class.

                                                    Into their Nile stars bungalowed
                                                    L.A. L.A. L.A.
                                                    Packed rainbows they as fortune's guests
                                                    room serviced sleep, though not rest.


                                                    Saturday, August 12, 2006

                                                    cellar door




                                                                                                     behind the closed cellar door
                                                                                                                 time ferments
                                                                                                              a discarded bowl
                                                                                                              of hollowed fruit
                                                                                                       poisons the bellies of flies

                                                                                         the sidewalk outside sprouts yellow wings


                                                    Sunday, August 06, 2006

                                                    Biting Tongues: A Sonnet for the First Amendment


                                                      To speak of dark and wet and secret things,
                                                      gives rise to petered peckers and tapped phones.
                                                      Whether entwining limbs or skewering kings,
                                                      rough words must not be ground dull under stone.
                                                      Well-aimed barbs pierce the breast and bleed
                                                      crimson truths that pinch the loins and rend hearts.
                                                      The fool for love of country we dire need
                                                      not to whisper but to roar the hard parts.
                                                      To soak dry linen from an unstoppered flask,
                                                      let freedoms surface beneath still moist sheets.
                                                      Between the tickles, bites and who licks last
                                                      love and liberty reign when minds, not heads meet.
                                                      Salute the jester with middle finger extended,
                                                      and grasp the unknown as was first intended.




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                                                      Thursday, August 03, 2006

                                                      The Gladiator's Sword


                                                        the petals melt in her mouth
                                                        the faint taste of thin suede on her tongue
                                                        diffusing a soft lesson

                                                        gladiolus: n. sing., latin root "glad" meaning sword

                                                        all flowers are not fragrant
                                                        or color fulled
                                                        or firmly rooted

                                                        their limbs tear easily
                                                        (the sword lily can be split with pinky fingers)

                                                        and frequently
                                                        they are abused as guilt offerings
                                                        bruising even under rude glances

                                                        but still they bloom
                                                        in glorious defiance
                                                        on the coliseum floor

                                                        Monday, July 31, 2006

                                                        The Last Lullaby (for Lebanon)


                                                          Pleiades' heart breaks.
                                                          All her stars have fallen out of the sky,
                                                          a fiery trail of quasar tears.

                                                          Her burning hush settles
                                                          on the canopy of still skins.
                                                          She quiets crying tongues
                                                          with soup spoons of dust and dying embers.
                                                          Rockabyes babies with diaphanous songs.
                                                          Their small hands open for the promise of candy
                                                          as she

                                                          smothers them in their milk-fed sleep

                                                          this tender mercenary weeps moon drops for the dead,
                                                          swaddles them in frankincense robes,
                                                          lays them down
                                                          on pillows of jasmine moss
                                                          where they will rise by a jasper river
                                                          and cross over.


                                                          In memory of the Qana Massacre on July 30, 2006


                                                          The following images are accompanied by the haunting arabic song "Yamma" ("Oh Mother"), a tragic lullaby that in some transcendant way makes the suffering bearable--even as your eyes burn while watching.

                                                          These are the lyrics:

                                                          "Yamma"

                                                          Oh mother, my from the winds!
                                                          Oh mother, my...
                                                          The stab of daggers but not
                                                          The rule of the unjust.

                                                          I walked under the rain
                                                          And the rain quenched me,
                                                          And the summer when it came
                                                          Set my fire aflame.

                                                          The age of the youth remains
                                                          A vow for freedom.

                                                          Oh night, the horizon has swayed
                                                          Witnessing my wounds;
                                                          Forget the enemy's army
                                                          From all around.

                                                          The night has seen evil
                                                          Learning by me.

                                                          The rifle of the mountain
                                                          Is higher than the heights;
                                                          Open the road of hope
                                                          And hope is in the towers.

                                                          My people, no, my heroes
                                                          I'd venge you with my eyes.

                                                          Oh mother, my from the winds!
                                                          Oh mother, my...
                                                          The stab of daggers but not
                                                          The rule of the unjust.

                                                          --thank you to Ashraf Osman for the translation